It's just not my day

Why do people usually stressed out for ? Or what can you do when you're really in the end of the edge? Well . Normally people do cry , drink or etc to release themselves. I do understand people why they are doing this for. Because i'm one of them.

My practical exams in this week & theories exams in next week.

I'm a human being as well and also a guy who staying in this world for 18 years.

Somehow, I need to confess the words in my heart.

People around me might thought that I could be a person who don't really care about himself, fooling around with friends and don't really have problems. Friends that I used to share myself is not a lot. It's not even more than 10 fingers. I do care myself but not that much because I know it's gonna be a pressure for me. That's what makes me feel more comfortable and yes, I do have lots of problems.

Okay . What had happened on me was real bad for today.

I didn't face this kind of problem for a long time.

I did bad on the both practical subjects which are the kitchen and beverage exams.

I'm not gonna blame anyone for doing very bad performances today.

The question on my mind is the friends that I used to hang out with in college & had spent

most of the time in the college together but why did I done so bad compared to them ?

Everything is coming into my mind & I just couldn't accept it. It's not because they are better than me but why i'm not 1 of them ?

Eventually, i went to talk with the chef about the marks. I was asking for the changes about it & he said can't . At that moment, my tears were about dropping off so i just went straight to the toilet. It's because I didn't expect that it will be this bad until it makes me to ask for the mark changes.

I wanted to give up seriously. But when it comes to some certain things that you had already been thru like the friends you met, how much my parent had invested on me for the course & things like that and i had have to carry on. It's totally a big waste. Once I became a college student, I knew how expensive a course would be. Yes, I do have the right to stop now & my parent do allowed me with some nags. But when you looked around and seen someone who quit before, you might say something about that them & now the words have to go back to own self after you became 1 of them.

I'm supposed to help my friend in the kitchen for her class event in my college's training restaurant but I changed my mind after my kitchen exam. It's because i'm really afraid of having a hard time to think about my exam again. Seriously, it gave me a huge blast of it. It's exactly the same feeling when I lost in some great final competitions last time.

I don't usually feel disappointed if i didn't put any much hard work on it. But this time I did .

The more hard work you spend, the bigger disappointment you get.
Nobody knows what kind of person that someone will become in the future.

By the way, it's a new day and new month.

Happy Good December !

* knock knock * Who's back ?

Hi everyone . I guess no one is here anymore .

Few days ago , I read all over the articles that I wrote on my blog .
What I found was *The days that I had been through this 2 years & memories *

Well . My life changed a lot after the last 2 posts i wrote on my blog .

As you can see , the last post was too lame . I updated it when I was really really boring ( Yeah I still remember ) and the 2nd post that I did mention about my grandma . My grandma was admitted to the hospital due to her lung problem & passed away on that day . Seriously , I didn't realized that i post something about my grandma till I read back my articles . By that time , it was hard for me to accept the fact but now everything is over except my love for her *silly smiles* I bet she's happy with my grandpa now :D

Okay Dokay Mokay or what-so kay kay .
I had been graduated from the high school for almost 10months *laugh*
and started my Hotel Management diploma at Sunway University College .
I'm already in sem 2 * yeah i know that i have been disappeared for a long time*

Gonna start my sem 3 in another 2 months . I met lots of friends from different states & countries . Crazy & funny friends that i met in the college . I do speak mandarin a lot now compared in the high school last time . * Ahem . Ni Hao Ma ? *

Ohhh paiseh . Heheee . I still can't speak fluently :( Someone please talk to me in cantonese :D

Ohhh Yeah yeah .
I never thought to update my blog until a classmate of mine aka my sensei told me to .
Well . I just started to read her blog & it's funny to see her pics on her blog . LOL !
She's a quite quiet & shy person I think . But she's a nice person. Haha . Maybe i don't really talk to her that much in the class because I don't usually talk in the class when the class is teaching . *evil smiles* Nahhh . I'm just kidding . But recently I realized that she's crazy & I dont know what-so-so-wrong with her .
And she can be really different on the facebook and her blog *seriously* . Like what i just said , she's a quite quiet & shy person but if you communicate with her on the facebook and check around with her blog , she can be totally DIFFERENT !

Check her out on her blog http://myteddymuffin.blogspot.com/

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Something's wrong with my words . I highlighted some of the words with diff color but i don't know why it came out the same .
Btw , I gotta go now for my dad's celebration .

I might continue later :D

take care peeps .

Back from death

Hello peeps ! My blog has been left out since two years ago . LOL !
I'm not sure why am I updating my blog now . Maybe Im just too boring or whatever .
By the way , its just a short update so i got nothing much to update about myself :D

Take care .

The first few days of Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya to all my malay friends !

&

Happy Holiday to all non-muslim friends !

hahaha.

What I did on the first day of Hari Raya ?
Well . Went to Port DICKSON with Deryck , BoonWah , KahWai , William , BoonWah & CheeYoong.
We went there by 2 cars . Deryck & William were the drivers . LOL . We had our lunch when we were there . It was so freaking cheap for those food & I never been there for a long time . After
our lunch , we headed to Xtreme Park for go-kart . The price was rm20 for 8 laps . It was reasonable so we played twice . It was tired while driving the mini car but we had alot of fun . My hands were shaking after the games because it was hard to turned the steering . hahahaha.
After that , went to a beautiful resort with a polluted beachl . The resort was nice & new & almost same as Golden Sand in P.Pinang but Golden Sand is much bigger . I wonder why the beach wasn't blue colour or just because Malaysian don't care about their sea? I think so .. hahaha.
William dropped my PSP on the floor cause my PSP got some obvious scratches . Haiz .

Skipped it to dinner . Reached KL almost 9 & overnight at William's house since everybody not going back . Next day , went to a Malay friend's house for Hari Raya celebration . We stayed
there for few hours & played few games there. Back home after that .


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Just woke up & my bro told me that my parents went to Johor to visit my grandmother from my dad's side coz she kena heart-attack . I asked " huh ? why you never follow them ? " then he says " if I follow , who is going to jaga the house ? " . HAIZ .. To be honest , i'm really care about my grandmother alot . Shes 93 now & still able walk & talk but suddenly kena heart-attack like too suddenly . You know what i mean ? so I think my parents not coming back home tonight .

Get well soon , my POPO .



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X tau

Hey everyone .

Hmm. I skipped school on Thursday and Friday coz not feeling so-so well . I spent 2 days at home for watching tv & online . Yeah . I know bosan la but what to do since you not feeling so-so well .

Yesterday went to met up with KhaiSze before she leaves to Russia for her studies .Had dinner at SriPetaling with KhaiSze & also a bunch of my friends . [ Alot to list ] . All of us went to her condo at Serdang area after dinner & we left around 10+ coz a friend of mine had to go back earlier . And " All The Best " to KhaiSze . hahaha .

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My auntie came from Austalia yesterday . She will be staying at my house for almost 2 weeks.
Hmm.. I think I never seen her since my last trip to Austalia & most probably 8-9years .
hahaha.I think consider very LONG but nevermind . As long as i can recognize her then won't be a problem . Hehehe .

& the worst problem coming to me is my maid / my 2nd mother going back to Indonesia for 2weeks HariRaya .So I will be suffer when shes not here . Damnn . & u know what? she worked here for 16years since i was 2months old baby . Thats freaking long izzit ? hahaha. Thats why i treat her as my 2nd mother & shes good in cooking too . LOL .



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28th of August

Woke up damn early this morning & went to Vista Condo for badminton with Deryck , Meng , KahWai & JunYew . It was a last minute plan. Actually i didn't go but i promised them that i
join them . LoL .

Went to Sunway Pyramid to watched Laughing Gor.


It was a OK movie but the screen damn big & blur so it was hard to watch . Hahaa. Left Pyramid around 5pm and went for dinner . Reached home almost 11pm . Seriously im so damn tired now.




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20th of August

Hello orangS .

Just got back from Pavilion with Kah Wai. My dad fetched us there around 1pm .

First movie

Second movie

Watched Dance Flick & Destrict 9 . Dance Flick was funny & Destrict 9 quite digusting but nice movie . Haha. Actually we wanted to watch Laughing gor but the movie start quite late so we decided to watch District 9 for second movie . haha.

Few movies are coming out .
Next movie for next month :

Laughing Gor : Turning Point

The Final Destination 4 ( Can't wait to watch this movie )


Vengeance

Orphan

And not to forget .

Jennifer's Body ( Yeah! She's MEGAN FOX! )

So maybe will watch all movies that i list during my holiday . Hahaha.

After the second movie , we went to Starhill to wait my dad to picked us home .
( Thanks dad ) haha. Kah Wai going to overnight at my house tonight . So tomorrow we might be going for movie again with other friends . hahaha.




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Finally

Hi peoples , ghosts and aliens .

Trying to update my blog but im just too lazy . haha.
Well. Monthly test just over & finally i'm in ALMOST 2weeks holiday now . hehe .


What a hot baby
G.I.JOE is a very awesome movie. Its nicer then Transformer for me. Haha.
Its really worth to watch .

Alots of new movies coming out soon so i'm gonna watch them before my holiday end.
Haha.
So anyone going for movie ? District 9 or any new movies?




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I'm leaving this planet very soon .

Take care .









F|Zz|3`| 's last post .

" revive "

Hello !

I know i didn't update my blog for 1 week but JUST 1 week . hehe.
Well . Yesterday went to Barcelona with CheeYoong,Galwyn & Kuhen and met Alex &
his friend. It was a really really last minute plan .
Hmm. The club was really really crowded & some " idiot " fight in the club.
Galwyn & I was on the dance floor & watching the cups & jars flew above people's head.
I was like " Wow " but it really WOW . haha. Seriously , i don't know why they paid for fight.
Not fun ? zzz . Let's show middle finger to those Drunkass which like to fight. haha

Kuhen was a drunkass but he won't fight. He asked a group of girls beside our tables for dance
& u know what? He did it . But just chit-chat with them. LoL. I really likes the Michael Jackson's song in that club . The DJ played his song " Rock my world & You are not alone " . hahaha.

Reached home at almost 5am.

Will upload some pictures soon.
Haha.

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My father's bro & his family staying my house for few days coz they are leaving to UK on Tuesday. Hmm. His wife is foreigner but their children are Malaysian .[ Made in Malaysia ]
LoL.
My cousin told me that he doesn't wants to go back to UK . He loves Malaysia so much.
He stayed here for 15years since he was bornt. He dislike the weather there . ( but i like winter) LoL. But just take care. hehe.



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3 / 7 / 2009

Well. My mom & elder sister went to Sydney & Melbourne yesterday .
But not my dad going with my mom . haiz . So i have to go back earlier if i going out .
They going there for 1month so i have to go back from school by myself . Haiz.
Anyone can fetch me back ? and i will pay you some transport fees . [ PM me if can ]

At airport
[ Translate ]

Mom : What you want me to buy for you ?
Me : Any nice surf board
Sis : Are you stupid or crazy ?
Me : I'm just kidding only lah . You think i really need it meh?
Sis : I don't know you * Laugh *
Mom : Then what you want ?
Me : Anything is nice .
Mom : Okay


They sure buy me random things or *nothing* for me .


My mom asked me to take care of the house . HAHAHA .
& my dad told me in the car " Don't go out until so late ".
I answered him with the same answer " Okay ".

Haha. He always told me this .



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I am soooo tired

I'm just too lazy to think for my title .
Haha.

Went to Putrajaya for Handball competition this morning & won the 1st place.
Yeah right. It's my first time to won a gold medal . Hahaha.
Girls got 2nd in the competition . Seniors & Juniors played well too .
Few of them got hurted by few malays girls . Hahaha .

YanKuan - How is your lips ? look more thicker then before? haha
JiaWen - How is your head and jaw ? haha

Game
Bukit Jalil 8 - Putrajaya 6
Bukit Jalil 9 - SMARK 8 ( i spelled the name wrongly )

It was tough game & i didn't played much . The court is much smaller but longer
compare with the original court that we played . HAHA.
And when i reached there , i just know that it was a outdoor game .
Damn panas ! Had to shared a umbrella & bought few bottle of 100+ to saved myself.
Hahaha.


My sister coming back from korea tomorrow for holidays . Must be busssy going out with
her but i think i still need to goes school . haha.

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Yesterday went to midvalley for night movie . Watched Transformer with friends . ( BANYAK )
The movie is nice & worth to watch . ( You should watch ) We went to supper after the movie.
I ate a lot & i don't know why . Haha . That's why i skipped breakfast & lunch in this morning.
HAHA.

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Happy Birthday to my Leng Jie aka WongYiLing !
All the best in your SPM ! Stay cantik & cute !
Take care ya.


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As everyone know that Michael Jackson a.k.a King Of Pop has just passed away
few days . I used to listen his songs when i was primary . A man with a great talent
just passed away ( What a waste ) . I think the whole world knows him & his dance was really
amazing ( i adore it very much ) even he was a weird man .

Michael Jackson - Rest In Peace

You may sing loudly & we will listen your songs here .








F|Zz|3`| is tired .

25th of June

Just back from Sunway Pyramid. Went there with Deryck , Chee Yoong , BoonWah , KahWai , Kuhen & Meng. Bought a lot of clothes from those shops got discount. Hahaha. Spent all of my
money there & i'm absolutely broke now . ( Minta tolong ) hehe . Finally watched The Night Of
Museum 2 . Seriously , its really funny & nice movie. No Regret for watching this movie. HAHAHA.
You should watch it if you haven watch yet . HAHA.

This week

Tomorrow going Hotel Federal for a dinner with friends.
Might be going training and 100% night movie transformer on Saturday .
Going to Putrajaya for Handball competition on Sunday .( have to wake up earlier )

Everything needs money . How am i going to save money ?
Any advise?



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Terima Kasih

First of all ,

Happy Birthday to myself !

Happy to become older but still young . Haha .
Yes . I lived in this planet for 16years .

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Second ,

Terima Kasih to the peoples who wished me & the small celebration at school .
Although i felt abit " malu " during the small celebration but i still appreciate alot .
Hahahaha. A lot of my friends wished me today & especially all of my old friends .
I didn't expected they still remember my b'day . LOL

&

Happy Birthday to my old friend Hevinneish !

We born on the same day same year & it's really hard to find a friend born on the same day
same year like us . Haha .

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Just back from dinner with Deryck , KahWai , BoonWah & Chee Yoong . Supposed to watch movie with them but i got training this afternoon at school so i can't make it. Haha. They went for Drag Me To Hell . So how was it ? Haha






F|Zz|3`| declared his own holiday for tomorrow.

Happy Father's Day !

( Will edit soon )

I Love U

Mom !

( My mom is cutting her suitcase )

Happy Birthday to you !

Wish you Healthy & Pretty always .
Love you forever. ( My mom lah )


Went to Restaurant Hakka ( KL ) to celebrated my mom's birthday. She told us that she
enjoyed alot . Ofcourse lah . HAHAHA . I bought her a handbag & it was her most expensive present from me . My siblings were surprised that i bought her a handbag. Haha. After
the celebration , we went to Pavillion awhile . My mom bought me a Nike sportshoes as
my early b'day present & i want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! . We went back home & sang a birthday song for my mom .

The photos :

Did you see that? ( A fake suitcase & passport )
My sister bought this cake coz my parents love to
travel & ofcourse you can't travel without a passport.
Right ?

I want it to be taken every year with my mom & family .
( My elder sister not in the photo )


Today is my mom's birthday & Tomorrow is Father's Day .

Happy Father's Day to my dad !





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Back from " dead "

Hello everyone . Finally i'm back here to update my blog.
I was too lazy to update my blog during the school holidays . Hahaha.

Well. School started for 3days & i still don't know when is the next holiday . Haha.
Anyone can tell me? hehe..


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Watch Drag Me To Hell with AhMeng & KhaiSze at midvalley during the 2nd week of school holidays. That movie is okayokay & quite funny & digusting too.But i hate the sound system coz the sound really hurts your ear if you watch in cinema. Hahaha.

This is the movie that i watched

Shouldn't put Drag Me To Hell as the movie name . Pull Me To Hell would be better .
HAHA


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Happy Belated Birthday to LimShiWei aka Angel !

Haha

You're getting older & become old soon . HEHE

Anyway . All The Best In Your PMR .
Take care



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Went to Cocobanana with CheeYoong , Galwyn , Kuhen & his gf . . I went there few hours before school started . Haha. It really made me so tired & i never sleep for 1day . The place is
nice and BIG but all the techno songs hurted my ear very much . ( 1 of the reason i hated techno songs ) Thanks to CheeYoong . LoL. He asked me when we had dinner together & it was a last-minute planned but at least we enjoyed la . hehe.

The 4 of us ( idk what am i doing )

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Another [DJ] member went to Nasional Service yesterday which is [DJ]QliMax aka Carl Lee.
Haha. Hope u won't get whack or bully there & take care ya ! HAHAHAHAHA
We will see you 3months later . hehe .


[DJ]QliMax >>
( Can't find your solo pic )


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School started as usual . Teachers still doing their jobs to give a hair cut for students . But KahJun & I escaped from the teachers . Haha . Have to wake up earlier to go school & it is a big sacrifice for me or maybe for others too ? hehe.


Ohya.. Who is going to Promtay at Heritage Mansion on 4th Of July ?
or anyone want to go ? Tell me ya coz I still thinking whether going or not .
Currectly i'm saving money for the few event in July . Haha .
Btw I'm really over-spent during my 2 week holidays . I think i can buy a Gaming CPU for myself
if i didn't spend a cent during that holidays . But it's impossible that you won't spend a cent in 2 weeks lah . Betul tak ? haha



F|Zz|3`| is going back to school AGAIN .

8th of June 2009

A wake up called from my childhood around 12pm today.  Prepared myself & walked to his houseawhile .

His mother fetched us to Midvalley .Watched ICAC & accompany my childhood to bought a pair of sportshoes . Went to VAIO awhile & spotted a laptop cost 4k . Feel like wanna get a laptop for my birthday present but i don't think my parents will buy it . NVM . Saw Amber Chia while we having our drinks at Starbuck . She so damn tall and thin too. ( You can check who is she in google ). HAHAHA.   

The movie was okay . Went back around 7 .

Anything to do ? 





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Happy Birthday

Supposed to wish my sis yesterday but no time to update & she didn't online. 



Happy Belated Birthday to my sister aka Michelle Pong !   ( i know you won't read this but it's ok ) The only picture I got in my pc.  
                      Me & my sis   ( 2 years ago before she went Korea )

 

Our birthday in same month which is June also but different day.  haha Can't celebrate with her last year & this year coz she went to Korea for studies . 
All the best ya!  She's coming back end of this month for holiday & going to Australia 
& HongKong with my mom . Haiz. Actually i'm going with them but i don't have holiday . LoL.  Anyway i waiting my - barang - she bought for me . haha .  

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3rd Of June

Well . We are in June & having 2 week school holiday now . 
Did a lot of exercise recently & hurted myself but it's okay . 
( No Pain No Gain ) 

Sorry teammates for not going to training this morning. I need to rest my leg . 
I think you know how weak is my leg right ?  Soooo how was training ? 
Don't worry .  I will join the next training .  hehe . 

Went to Golden Horse  just now. Deryck , BoonWah , Meng & I  went there for gym & swimming. 
Actually just allow for club members or those people who stay there. Those workers thought we stay there & asked us " Are you from Singapore ? " then 1 of us answered " Yeah. How u know ? " .
Skipped this conversation . Played for an hour & went to swim . I was so tired so just sat inside the pool until they told me " Let's go back  " . Had dinner there & Deryck fetched us back.
Haha.  

That's what i did on 3rd of June .

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Anyone going out for movie ? i want to join .
Night of Museum 2 ? or nice movie ? 

Tell me if you're going. 

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F|Zz|3`|  is headache .